Therapy - Words I need to hear

[tragedygirls]

Status: Open
Warning: Spoilers
Time frame: Post Movie
Subject: What words do you need to hear
Date: May 17th

All the words I need to hear? They've come true. One million followers. Tragedy girls as a trending topic. Here's the keys to the car, have a good time girls and be safe. My life is right on track, and the things I need to hear I'm not ready for. Not yet. Tragedy Girls as an international series where we cover true crime as it's happening, educating the public on what the police and the media will do their best to hide. That's down the road though.

I know what you all expect me to say. Words about my classmates being back, to knowing that their killer would see justice more than being found dead in the school that he set on fire. I don't need to hear those things though. It's not reality, and nothing that would ever happen, so I would never wish to hear those things. Maybe... well maybe? Maybe to have heard Jordan's pain before he did what he did.

It's one thing when a killer murders your classmate through arson. It's something else to learn that they found Jordan hanging from the rafters, obviously not ever having recovered from his mother's death. I really thought he was doing better than that, and I'm sorry I didn't hear the truth from him in all the things he said, the ways he talked about her and kept going on believing that he should have realized more, should have known more about what happened to her. I didn't listen well enough, and now he's dead. Such a shame.

Private Text to McKayla: If I hadn't been such an idiot, we could have totally done a suicide note with it, if we had planned. Do you think it's too late?